Here comes #3...8 Weeks

Well I had my first appointment yesterday.  It didn't go as well as I had planned.  I have a new doctor since my old doctor retired.  The new doctors were not aware of my previous miscarriages so they didn't plan on doing an ultrasound.  Thankfully they were able to get me one for today and there was a heartbeat!!!  I haven't had a very good felling about this pregnancy so I was really stressed out and worried there wasn't going to be a heartbeat.  I cried as I always do when I hear and see that heartbeat for the first time.  The baby looked healthy and its heartbeat was 171.

What a day!

 Today was an aweful day!  Addie and Bella were looking out the window and Addie fell off Bella's bed.  She hit her head on one of the crib legs.  There was blood everywhere.  She was crying, Bella was crying and I was crying.  Ryan was working so I called his Mom and she met us at the ER.  They needed to do and x-ray but I wasn't able to go in with her because I was pregnant so Ryan's mom went in with her while Bella sat in the hallway crying.  It turned out that she was fine but needed to get staples.  It took 2 nurses and me to hold her down so the doctor could get the staples in.    I just wanted to hold her and never let her go.